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☆アメあと ~☆
daisuke4288
19 February 2009 @ 10:04 pm
entry is entry. /:  
This isnt' an update about me. Well, it is about me, though it's something that's been pissing me off for the past two weeks, which might explain why I haven't been around as often as I have been.

I got very sick last week it's a bad viral infection that includes very sore throat, sneezing, coughing, etc...thankfully I'm doing much better; all I have now is a horrible cough that makes it difficult for me to talk at a certain volume and then I'll start coughing like mad.  But this isn't about me.

It's about my friend.  She got sick the same day I did, though instead of taking care of it like you should do, she decided to "ignore it" and go on as though nothing's wrong.  Until she went home on Tuesday for family related stuff and started coughing blood.

You would think she would do something about this, right?  She does crew; tennis practices for me started this week, meaning I was playing at 6:30 in the morning.  Mind you, I'm still sick, though I told my coach about my condition and how I can do everything except run.  At least I know my limits.  My friend on the other hand...she doesn't tell her coach she's sick, so she's running around the track for 30 mins. looking purple in the face and whatnot.  Oh, and she told her coach she was on antibiotics, but did not tell her what they were for until I threatened to go down to the gym and tell her coach everything that's been happening.  

I'm tired of all of it.  She finally went to the hospital this evening b/c health services think there's nothing wrong with her.  And I made her call her coach and say she was taking the pills for the coughing blood bit.  And what does her coach say? "Go. Now".

I'm tired of being her mother and telling her to go to the nurse, quit crew, etc. I'm not doing it any more.  I don't have time for your bullshit because you refuse to take care of yourself.  You're going to be unable to walk by the time you're 30 and shit like that.  And at that point I won't give a shit, because I kept telling you what you should do but no, you just have to be an ass and not listen to anyone who cares about you. Go ahead, go fuck up your life, but don't come crying to me saying you're sorry.  



*sigh* Anyways,  what's up with everyone? I promise a better entry in the near future...I just...don't have time for shit like this.  Back to my homework. I'm not sure when I'll update this next. I love you all.

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빛나 ☆: 재중; it all goes down to this[info]amenoireis on February 20th, 2009 03:37 am (UTC)
i'm kind of like her (at some point) so i feel really bad. well, i do know my body's limit and i stop doing normal things or things that would make me weaker when i know i can't go on and when i know that my body needs a break. i just hope she takes care of herself more and thinks about the people that worries for her.
☆アメあと ~☆: bubbles[info]daisuke4288 on February 20th, 2009 04:07 am (UTC)
that's the thing. she doesn't know her limit..as a friend of mine put it, "she's a glutton for punishment". /: it's frustrating when we've been doing all this for her and yet she doesn't realize we're trying to save her. when will she realize she's gone too far?
[info]jenlovesmi on February 20th, 2009 03:40 am (UTC)
You know, I think I see how that girl is. I don't know, I didn't go to the doctor either until now. Because people kept telling me about going to the doctor, if you read my entry from yesterday.

http://jenlovesmi.livejournal.com/28608.html#cutid2

It's not as bad as your friend, of course. I mean people telling you to go and to go and you feel fine, just in some instances where I would feel dizzy, or rarely a nosebleed, or the lack of an appetite. I don't worry about my own health because I didn't want to worry others. I think I understood though from everyone telling me to go that I should have gone before. because now I have a sneaking suspicion that I have Hep A. It could be something else, but yeah I feel really calm about this. I worry about others too much, but the person that should worry about me the most isn't. I'm not worried about myself. Maybe that feeling is what your friend is having, so I can't say anything bad about your friend or judge her because I'm the same way about my health. It's not you at all, it's just the feeling of not wanting to give in, thinking you are strong and thinking "oh it's nothing" and I don't want to make a big deal for nothing, until it might be too late. You might even get angry with what I'm saying, but yeah it's what I feel.

Sorry for making you feel in a worse mood if this comment does. People just want to think that they are stronger than they really are sometimes. So right now, just be happy that your friends is finally getting help. I'm also trying my best to come back healthy because yes I did understand that although I want to be strong, pretending to be strong will only make others worry more about you and a person like me doesn't want that. You know what actually? I wasn't going to tell anyone about me going to the doctor or me having problems bruising, nose bleeding, dizziness, malaise, or anything else because I felt like I was an attention whore if I did. Who cares though? I think It's good that I told, so people can keep me in check. tl;dr 8D

I made this too long, I don't blame you if you don't read it.
☆アメあと ~☆: bubbles[info]daisuke4288 on February 20th, 2009 04:27 am (UTC)
i'm reading it : D

even if you feel a bit dizzy, or lose your appetite, you should always take precaution. i don't know, maybe it's just my nature of something but i always take precaution the moment i feel something isn't right.

no jen, you're different. at least you think what happened may be something that's even bigger and possibly dangerous. at least you acknowledge it. even after the coughing up blood thing she's still in denial, somewhat. and she has a history with medical issues...it's just beyond my understanding.

and it's different with me. you don't have to be all strong and whatnot. i'm there for people. i might not seem like it, but i am.
크리스티: Love You Sideways[info]jaeminnie on February 20th, 2009 03:47 am (UTC)
That's really tough. There's no nice way to say this, but don't be so helpful the next time anything like this happens. She needs to grow up a bit and learn how to take care of herself properly, not to mention show appreciation for people who are concerned about her.
☆アメあと ~☆[info]daisuke4288 on February 20th, 2009 04:09 am (UTC)
yes. i kind of did that in another situation last year. looks like I'll have to do it again this year /:

thanks bb.
고구마 짱!: 『슈주』 은혁☆ride that pony[info]dalpaengee on February 20th, 2009 04:15 am (UTC)
:( i'm sorry bb. i'm not really sure what to say on the subject, since i don't really have a similar experience, but at least i tihnk you did the right thing, even if she didn't listen in the beginning. :\

ebgerheigr idk.

i do know that i miss you a ton though :( COME BACK TO ME, UNNI~
i hope you get all the way better soon, too. ♥
☆アメあと ~☆: sigh[info]daisuke4288 on February 20th, 2009 04:30 am (UTC)
;_______;

hmmmmm i won't come back just yet i think. idk i'm feeling a bit down as of late. need something to cheer me up /:
고구마 짱!: 『슈주』 동해☆XD[info]dalpaengee on February 20th, 2009 04:53 am (UTC)
mm i understand~
that week i was gone...while i really missed you all, it was kind of refreshing. it's nice to take a break sometimes, to get away from it all for a while and just live your normal life.

cheering up stuff:
idk if you like HP but people at duke made this
this is always funny
so is this
more HP
rofl one of them looks like my friend (the shakespeare one)
this is really amusing somehow
rape me on my thighs?
dorky yesung XD
my roommate showed me this
adorable all the time
everybody has a waterbuffalo!
tablo dancing
this will make you smile EVERY TIME
rofl
brb DYING
....yea idek
and look up little britain on youtube and just watch random clips :)

Edited at 2009-02-20 04:55 am (UTC)
☆アメあと ~☆: bubbles[info]daisuke4288 on February 20th, 2009 05:16 am (UTC)
yeah i haven't even been on LJ that much..been updating every week instead of every 1-2 days.

i see something that says dorky yesung...i'll watch it later..going to bed now! : D
고구마 짱!: 『ETC』 윤은혜☆어떡하죠..?[info]dalpaengee on February 20th, 2009 05:32 pm (UTC)
its morning now, but i hope you slept well~!!! ♥
DOTZ![info]eternitybreaks on February 20th, 2009 12:48 pm (UTC)
That's crazy, being that ill and not telling anyone. I can see why you're so frustrated about that.
VICHIE:)[info]loveminor on February 20th, 2009 01:05 pm (UTC)
seems like everyone's having problems with friends :/
sad to say, i'm having this prob too...
Cinyiii[info]kikinu4eva on February 20th, 2009 09:46 pm (UTC)
:( I hate when people don't listen to me!
I'm always like a mom to so many of them too >>
yet they continue to ignore..
but I hope everything's okay with you too ♥
 
 

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